THE STAGES OR PROCESS OF DEATH/GRIEVING
This process is absolutely necessary to take an account of or truly understand death and what you have lost. Also, to heal your Psyche who is the only mortal that has ever been hurt by Moloch. Moloch tricks mortals into getting bound (essentially to Moloch) to someone who is not their soulmate. These ones, the ones that have been through this, are the Liliths that
That's why love wins... and why love
Seth, being or identifying as supplanter, does his best to skip through them and that's why he often ends up repeating the process to get to the right answer.
"Oh no! I can't be dying!" denying the fact that you are dying. Staying here, in this one leads to decay. Death Defiers, et al. they're blessed!
Damnation - displeasure of God, condemnation/being damned, an expression of Anger. Being Demonized. This is the worst one to get stuck in. Think about the exile of Adam and Eve from the garden of Eden/Paradise. Also think about this.
Dictionary of Demons - "Names of the Damned"
This is the strongest argument you have:
In currently there are two versions of Belanger's book Dictionary of Demons, the first one was released in 2016, the second edition released in 2021. They are identical except the second edition has 200 additional or expanded entries.
The strongest connection I can make with this is the Multi-State Bar Exam. There are so many preliminary questions, which are not graded, but are of upmost importance, they test if you're using the right book to pass the exam. However, if you get through these easy peasy but then struggle on the 200 graded questions, is when I have bad news for you... you were in the wrong collective. However, if you still struggle with the 200 graded questions is when I have the most.
In this one there's someone to guide you through the thingy. So I guess there's 2.5 days in February and 2.5 days in January that are our strongest days in this one.
There's more on this but thanks to Babrock'O we've identified a way to identify traitors. TRAITORS FAIL THE BAR EXAM, DAMMIT.
This is why this guy keeps kicking the ass of Michelle when he finds out it's a biological male. Thank GOD for Babrocko.
"The modern motherfucking day motherfucking god damn Bar Exam takes a whole motherfucker fucking week to motherfucking complete."-Asshole Group
asshole group isn't scared to use curse words....
"Thank GOD you have some extra work to do."-Butthole Group
"I begged to take a class with Butthole Group to understand the difference"-James group
PHEW!
I'm so happy I listened and didn't report this one stolen.
THANK GOD FOR THE HOLY BOOK.
Here you might beg, you might plead, or you might try to negotiate to see if you can scam another out of just a little bit of power. In local labor unions they are a Bargaining Unit that goes to the Negotiations to attempt a collective raise or somehow bargain more benefits from the employer. That's the best analogy I can find for this one.
If they don't reach an agreement, they move on to Striking .. This reminds me very well much of Demeter, striking against everyone until they reach some type of agreement. See this.
This is when you realize you're dying and there's nothing you can do about it and you become depressed. Nephthys' role in this is to make sure you don't accept the bargain deals and become the scapegoat of someone else. The world will see that you are not valuing yourself very much and ... for example you might be getting a lot of new messages on a dating website. You are not valuing yourself, simply, because you are in a depressed state. Depressed means lack of illumination.
It's almost like when Apep casts the world into darkness. It's inevitable, sure, and at times everyone in the world will do "whatever it takes" to get out of that world and escape to something else instead of deal with the unpleasantness. That's why in Egyptian mythology they say you might be able to make Apophis lay low for a while, but you never kill him. It's almost like the deepest, darkest parts of your subconscious .... lurking until it sees the opportunity to strike back against you.
Accepting reality as it is, no matter how bad it seems and allowing oneself to transform.